Well, I'm new at this kind of thing, and I don't even know if anyone will ever read this. Although, I would like someone to know how I feel, It may cause a lot of problems.
I guess, I'll start by explaining who I am;
I'm Rachel Carlson, a Seventeen year old girl who wishes that a lot of things were different in her life. I just recently moved in with my Grandma, who is seventy-four, and a total crazy woman. :) Nawh, she is a sweetheart, we just argue a lot; I think it's because of the huge age difference. Hmm, Seventy-four, and Seventeen? :) Quite a difference, Ehh? I moved in with my Grandmother because I really had no other place that would allow me to live in their home for such a extended amount of time.
I guess you could say that I haven't had the best life; I've been in Fostercare, Treatment, Hospitals, and Jail. And I'm quite young still. I'm trying to get my life together, because I want to be more than just what my parents were/are. Don't get my wrong, my Father is pretty much my Hero, and my Mother is a very good woman. I just want to show them that I am worth more than what I have been told, I want to show them that it is possible to change. That life is a rollercoaster, And, I will make it out. Both of my parents have their GED's. and I'm going back to school on March 14th, I hope. I'm a senior, and I will be graduating with my class this year, even if I have to work my ass off to do it. I want my high school diploma. Even though it will be hard work, I know that I can do it.
I sort of feel as if I am rambling, But I'll be alright.
My life has never been something that most people look at and say; " I wish I had that.. "
But one day people will look up to me and say, "I'm glad that you made it out, you were in the pit of darkness for a while..."
But, I'm doing the best I can to prove everyone wrong.
G'night, for now.
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